My Favorite Past that I Always Remember...

"(Some Quotes... tried remembering but could not will update once i get it)" Were the words I started with in a Tamil speech competition during my higher secondary schooling... After all I know that these things won't suit me as I don’t have any previous experience, but it was she who made me give name for the competition without any prior experience... I was a good active student THEN... hence I use to think extra ordinary about myself planning to participate in some extra curricular activities (to get some fame). When the Tamil master entered my class that day after noon to collect names for the competitions to be held in Tamil mandram, I felt like some one from me went to him with out my permission and my name was entered in the speech competition. That time I was happy that at least in my life time, I have did a bold job giving my name for the competition. But how can I select the topic, how can I collect notes and how will I submit my rough copy of the speech next Monday? I had lots of thoughts running in my mind the whole day... and even in my dreams;

The next day morning, one of my family-friend came to my home to meet my father. I have met him before when he use to come with my father. He is good in public speaking especially during election. As they speak, my father informed him about my competition. He called me and said that he will take care of preparing the comprehension. Since he is a best speaker (As I know,) I was very happy that I will get the notes any how in next 2 days. All my aim now is to beat her in the competition since I got to know from my friends that she is a good experienced speaker and hence I prepared well too.

And she as I mentioned is my class mate. I won’t speak to her and she is not my friend too. But I always observer her in my class, PT period, on the way to CS tuition center and when I am waiting with my friend for our master in the tuition center and she knows too that I am watching her. She was not a class topper or the world’s beauty but she is to me and she will behave so to me. I thought of giving her a nose cut and surrender her to me. Hence I enrolled my self in the competition. It was Monday now and I went to school with my bunch of comprehension in my hand to submit hoping that I might be the first to submit. That after noon is the day of disaster to my dreams. Each one started speaking in front of the other competitors and most of them did well too… I was confident as I have my papers ready and I am an expert in mugging things until her turn came. I noted her sincerely as she started moving towards the stage when the master read her name.

She started speaking when my confidence and my aim and my hope vanished into her speech. She is a real good speaker and her confidence level remained same as when she was in her seat. “Now how can I speak? Will I be able to speak like her? Is my content good enough to speak in front of her? What is this, it starts with an English proverb and I have come here for a Tamil competition?” lists of questions were running in my mind as she speaks and finally came my turn. Every thing that I prepared were erased out… I am simply a human with a paper bunch in front of my class mates. Don’t know what to do. I am being watched by every one inside that hall and are expecting some thing from me. They don’t know that I am new to this field and what should I do now? How can I inform my master that I am quitting from the competition. Stood in front of my school mates for a while may be half a minute in silence and ended my speech with the words "(Some Quotes... tried remembering but could not will update once i get it)"

My first shift

Jan 13 th 2007 morning i am waiting for gokul with my uncle in the cbe railwaystation...
Thambi nee onnum kavale padathe naan unakku edam puduchu tharren unakku illaatha edathule vere evanum ukkaanthuttu poga koodathu... My uncle exclaimes to me....

(My Cousine Gokul came... )

Maama neenga innum generale aerera maarie nenachuttu irukkinga (igha Igha...) my cousin laughs at him... the train came and i got in to the train with my uncle taking my luggage inside the train... thambi idu enna veedu maari irukku ippove ACye potturuvaana? thambi nee ivlo peria aalaaitea? madrasle irukkum bothu naan katti kapadanu solli yedam puduchu kuduppen ippo epdi pa naan unne pakka varuven?